Sunday @10 PM ~
Orale Roberto ~ We had our usual good CASA Meeting. Meeting with a common belief in Jesus Christ kind of places a spiritual unity at CASA Meetings. Tonight we discussed On the Demon of Denial, which is an update on an article I did about a year ago.
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I know Dad has been seen an old family friend named Marian who use to be married an ol' vato named Baca who passed over long ago. Plus, he is seen his Lady Chris, who seems nice enough. From what he told me it would not of been fiscally responsible for them to get married as she wished.
Still it is nice to be settled down with Peach and imagine us aging and growing old together. I have pretty much had my way with other women who were unstable in one way or another, though Kathy R. was pretty straight. The truth is I was the one who was the big screw up because the man should be the leader in a man and woman relationship. The man must 'man up'. I know that it takes a kind of discipline to be truly faithful to one woman only. It does make life a lot easier with little or no drama trauma.
My ideal would of been a Latina, but I am wise enough to know when a woman such as Peach is highly compatible for me. Our strengths and weaknesses compliment each other so that we have a great balance together. She is a smart, intelligent woman to be with and has some good basic ways of being a wife that many women these days fail to exhibit. She knows how to keep house, keep cool and keep to herself. I do not have to entertain her or shower her with attention. Plus, she loves to read and we can discuss a lot of common interests. Sometimes 'ideals' turn out to be not so ideal and i will work hard to make this relationship work, stay away from fools in our personal lives and not get strung out on anything or anyone.
Some women we can take serious in certain ways and not in other ways. I could not be with a woman who was still into getting doped out for the sake of it. I have had my share with foolish women. I see the validity of people take prescription drugs for medical reasons, but not being a pill-popper. We have a lot of work to do on ourselves before we can be ready for a serious relationship.
We should still have sisters strictly as friends without complicating and ruining a good friendship because we cannot control our cocks!
Remember, over the last several years I have spent most of them in varying degrees of celibacy because I did not want to be dependent on a woman for anything, including for sex and/or female companionship. I have gotten to know myself pretty well, can stand on my own and really do not need anyone else. There is a relative independence I have that I treasure. It is good to be able to share my life with a beautiful woman and I believe that God has blessed me. I just hope it do not blow it because of a lack of discipline.
Time is usually a tyrant in my life. Stay straight, take care of your medical needs and know that when your love is ready the lover will appear.
P.S. There is nothing inherently wrong with sleeping with someone. It is what happens when we are not sleeping that can get us into entanglements!
P.S.S. My other Email is now mainly for my Groups and movement related Emails.
Orale Roberto ~ We had our usual good CASA Meeting. Meeting with a common belief in Jesus Christ kind of places a spiritual unity at CASA Meetings. Tonight we discussed On the Demon of Denial, which is an update on an article I did about a year ago.
http://prorecovery.blogspot.com/2008/09/on-demon-of-denial-in-addiction-by.html
I know Dad has been seen an old family friend named Marian who use to be married an ol' vato named Baca who passed over long ago. Plus, he is seen his Lady Chris, who seems nice enough. From what he told me it would not of been fiscally responsible for them to get married as she wished.
Still it is nice to be settled down with Peach and imagine us aging and growing old together. I have pretty much had my way with other women who were unstable in one way or another, though Kathy R. was pretty straight. The truth is I was the one who was the big screw up because the man should be the leader in a man and woman relationship. The man must 'man up'. I know that it takes a kind of discipline to be truly faithful to one woman only. It does make life a lot easier with little or no drama trauma.
My ideal would of been a Latina, but I am wise enough to know when a woman such as Peach is highly compatible for me. Our strengths and weaknesses compliment each other so that we have a great balance together. She is a smart, intelligent woman to be with and has some good basic ways of being a wife that many women these days fail to exhibit. She knows how to keep house, keep cool and keep to herself. I do not have to entertain her or shower her with attention. Plus, she loves to read and we can discuss a lot of common interests. Sometimes 'ideals' turn out to be not so ideal and i will work hard to make this relationship work, stay away from fools in our personal lives and not get strung out on anything or anyone.
Some women we can take serious in certain ways and not in other ways. I could not be with a woman who was still into getting doped out for the sake of it. I have had my share with foolish women. I see the validity of people take prescription drugs for medical reasons, but not being a pill-popper. We have a lot of work to do on ourselves before we can be ready for a serious relationship.
We should still have sisters strictly as friends without complicating and ruining a good friendship because we cannot control our cocks!
Remember, over the last several years I have spent most of them in varying degrees of celibacy because I did not want to be dependent on a woman for anything, including for sex and/or female companionship. I have gotten to know myself pretty well, can stand on my own and really do not need anyone else. There is a relative independence I have that I treasure. It is good to be able to share my life with a beautiful woman and I believe that God has blessed me. I just hope it do not blow it because of a lack of discipline.
Time is usually a tyrant in my life. Stay straight, take care of your medical needs and know that when your love is ready the lover will appear.
P.S. There is nothing inherently wrong with sleeping with someone. It is what happens when we are not sleeping that can get us into entanglements!
P.S.S. My other Email is now mainly for my Groups and movement related Emails.
Educate to Liberate!
Peter S. Lopez
Email: peter.lopez51@yahoo.com
Sacramento, California, Aztlan
----- Original Message ---- From: Robert Lopez <robertslopez14@yahoo.com> To: Peter S. Lopez <peter.lopez51@yahoo.com> Sent: Sunday, September 14, 2008 6:13:32 PM Subject: Re: Roberto: Sunday Afternoon
I was going to show up and tried to rest but my new found friend kept keeping me up. She helped me one weekend and I made the mistake of sleeping with her. She can be an asset but she has been using and drinking. I just don't have the time to raise another. So I'll stop looking and trust in God to give me whats needed and at the proper time. I guess you and Dad having dinner with your two gavachas must have been exciting. Well Robert S. Myles wants to expand his house here. He has been working/volunteering at Mather Campus and also has the CARR program behind him also. I must admit the work we did with One Step Up was beneficial to others but greediness set in. It seems Robert still is in a functional mode on his project. I'll give you updates when they occur.
Me, Toro, Michael, Mike (a lakota who is also a professor) and Rokario had our first book study at the park across the street from C street clinic. We are working the 12 X 12 and went through the forward and 1st step. Had some coffee and spent about 1 1/2 hours out there. We were later invited to a barbecue at william land park but me and toro turned it down. I will be around Downtown tomorrow.....
I Love You and My NEW Sister-in-Law PEACHES
Your Baby Brother...........
TATA
----- Original Message ----
From: Peter S. Lopez <peter.lopez51@yahoo.com>
To: Robert Lopez <robertslopez14@yahoo.com>
Sent: Sunday, September 14, 2008 3:34:52 PM
Subject: Roberto: Sunday Afternoon
From: Peter S. Lopez <peter.lopez51@yahoo.com>
To: Robert Lopez <robertslopez14@yahoo.com>
Sent: Sunday, September 14, 2008 3:34:52 PM
Subject: Roberto: Sunday Afternoon
I am glad you enjoyed them. I take this relationship too as one day at a time, but with a vision for the future. She is not feeling well today because she fell and cut her chin last week before Dad came by and it hurts her neck too. She is a delicate one. I have my CASA Meeting tonight and will be there some what may. The DRUG WAR goes on!
Educate to Liberate!
Peter S. Lopez
Email: peter.lopez51@yahoo.com
Sacramento, California, Aztlan
----- Original Message ----
From: Robert Lopez <robertslopez14@yahoo.com>
To: Peter S. Lopez <peter.lopez51@yahoo.com>
Sent: Sunday, September 14, 2008 11:17:39 AM
Subject: Re: Response: DINNER..Yes, she is a keeper!
From: Robert Lopez <robertslopez14@yahoo.com>
To: Peter S. Lopez <peter.lopez51@yahoo.com>
Sent: Sunday, September 14, 2008 11:17:39 AM
Subject: Re: Response: DINNER..Yes, she is a keeper!
nice photos.............
----- Original Message ----
From: Peter S. Lopez <peter.lopez51@yahoo.com>
To: Unyaqui@aol.com
Cc: Georgia Peach Graham <peachgraham@yahoo.com>; Linda Ronquillo <peppytwo@aol.com>; Robert Lopez <robertslopez14@yahoo.com>
Sent: Sunday, September 14, 2008 10:45:56 AM
Subject: Response: DINNER..Yes, she is a keeper!
From: Peter S. Lopez <peter.lopez51@yahoo.com>
To: Unyaqui@aol.com
Cc: Georgia Peach Graham <peachgraham@yahoo.com>; Linda Ronquillo <peppytwo@aol.com>; Robert Lopez <robertslopez14@yahoo.com>
Sent: Sunday, September 14, 2008 10:45:56 AM
Subject: Response: DINNER..Yes, she is a keeper!
Thanks Padre! It was great having the both of you over for dinner last Tuesday and we appreciate your kindness. Chris is a great lady and I wish the best of life and harmony for the both of you.
Peach is a real sweetheart and has revitalized my life in many ways. Your opinion about her is important for the both of us... and by the way... thanks for putting up with me all these years... I know I have been a lot to cope with as a rebel son.
It took me a long time to make my way through all the madness in my life. Now I am in a clearing in the forest!
Yes, she is a keeper and I have never been so deeply in love with a woman before in my life. I know there will be natural struggles and life adjustments we will both make, but she is very kind, loving and understanding.
I wil Cc: this to her and it will make her feel good.
Yesterday evening we had her Daughter Robin, Son-in-law Cesar and her Granddaughter Sophia over for dinner. She told them about our desire to get married, they were kind of stunned at first but it went over well.
Here is a Link to Pictures from the dinner yesterday:
http://picasaweb.google.com/peta.aztlan/PeachDinner#
Peach is a real sweetheart and has revitalized my life in many ways. Your opinion about her is important for the both of us... and by the way... thanks for putting up with me all these years... I know I have been a lot to cope with as a rebel son.
It took me a long time to make my way through all the madness in my life. Now I am in a clearing in the forest!
Yes, she is a keeper and I have never been so deeply in love with a woman before in my life. I know there will be natural struggles and life adjustments we will both make, but she is very kind, loving and understanding.
I wil Cc: this to her and it will make her feel good.
Yesterday evening we had her Daughter Robin, Son-in-law Cesar and her Granddaughter Sophia over for dinner. She told them about our desire to get married, they were kind of stunned at first but it went over well.
Here is a Link to Pictures from the dinner yesterday:
http://picasaweb.google.com/peta.aztlan/PeachDinner#
Educate to Liberate!
Peter S. Lopez
Email: peter.lopez51@yahoo.com
Sacramento, California, Aztlan
http://picasaweb.google.com/peta.aztlan/LopezDinner#
----- Original Message ----
From: "Unyaqui@aol.com" <Unyaqui@aol.com>
To: sacranative@yahoo.com; peter.lopez51@yahoo.com
Sent: Friday, September 12, 2008 12:45:41 PM
Subject: DINNER
Psssst...Have you heard the news? There's a new fashion blog, plus the latest fall trends and hair styles at StyleList.com.
From: "Unyaqui@aol.com" <Unyaqui@aol.com>
To: sacranative@yahoo.com; peter.lopez51@yahoo.com
Sent: Friday, September 12, 2008 12:45:41 PM
Subject: DINNER
Chris and I want to thank you and Peaches for a great dinner the other night. I think peaches is a keeper.
Dad
Psssst...Have you heard the news? There's a new fashion blog, plus the latest fall trends and hair styles at StyleList.com.
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