Wednesday, February 01, 2012
@4:00 PM ~ Today is a new month. I will be interesting to find out where I am at by the end of this month. I hope I will be in my own place somewhere than where I crash at now. I really just want a good night's sleep.
I called Heather at CEPS about the SSI Process. She said I have to wait for Jerry with Guesthouse to get stuff for SSI to 'upload' into my CEPS Account then I should be good to go. I am keeping my Sister Geri informed. She has been such a great blessing in my life. I have some mixed feelings about leaving from staying there as a couch surfer. She even offered me her room, but I am glad she even has her own room. She is such a beautiful warrior in her own way.
I was getting a little manic earlier, or rather, I 'felt' a little manic. Now I realize that I needed to 'check in' here on my little Peta Blog. It does have therapeutic value for me. It gives me a sense of hominess as it is my personal Home Page.
I do feel kind of 'in exile' being out here by Marconi and Fulton. Keep in mind that most of my 60 years of life on Earth has been spent in the Downtown Sacramento block-grid.
Sabbath, February 04, 2012
@2:10 PM ~ Now at Sacra Central Library. Lo and behold! I spent the last night at Brother Shaka's place on their couch, slept comfortably, though I did not have my Seroquel Medication with me nor my phone charger. We watched a couple of movies ~one called Thunderheart~ then I went to sleep around 9 PM. I did not actually sleep too well, but at least I did not have to contend with the shouting & screaming of Sir Richard over Geri's. I am looking forward just living downtown, nobody fucking with me and being able to focus a lot more on my typing after I have had a good night's sleep. Nada mas ahora!
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Wednesday, Febrero 08, 2012
@3:26 PM ~ Now at Carmichael Library on Marconi Ave. for the first time. It is pretty pleasant here, a bunch of suburbanites, not the usual riff-raff (my usual folks). I am still awaiting for when my SSI Money will be uploaded into my account. I hope I do not have to wait until March because that would still leave me with even more time until I can make applications and see about my getting my own home. Sometimes all I can do is just hold on, endure and keep sending my prayers up to the Cosmos.
It is like a cool Spring-like day here today. It reminds me that I do not now have an intimate love in my life to share experiences with together. Alas, I am a loner by nature.
February 8, 2012
Foundations of Camaraderie ~ http://www.dailyom.com/articles/2/2012/32209.html
Scorpio Daily Horoscope
Social activities can capture your attention today, inspiring you to gather the people you care about for an afternoon or evening of fellowship. Since you are likely in an outgoing and overall friendly mood, you may also feel compelled to include in your plans individuals whom you have just met or those you know only through your activities. As you revel in the spirit of camaraderie, you may sense that you are drawing positive energy from your relatives and friends. If you relax and enjoy the presence of the people you care about today, this transfer of energy can potentially give you a profound confidence and self-esteem boost.
The time we spend in the company of people we care about can energize us and bolster our confidence, giving us the resources we need to stay optimistic even when our lives don’t unfold as planned. There are many challenges we face that require us to exhibit courage and determination beyond what a single individual is usually capable of sustaining. It is the stamina and self-assurance we draw from our loved ones and confidants when we bask in the pleasure of their company that allows us to thrive in adverse conditions. When life is hard, we can comfort ourselves with thoughts of the good times we have shared and the support network that is there for us no matter what. As you participate in group activities today, you will reinforce the bonds of interpersonal goodwill that add value to numerous aspects of your experience.
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... so life you see is never a very smooth business and now the present bristles with difficulties.
~Uncle Ho
Thursday, Febrero 09, 2012
@4:12 PM ~ I am now at the Carmichael Library again here. I have $200 Dollars on my EBT Card for Food so that will help us at the homefront. I am not going to complain about my temporary housing situation now here, but I am looking forward to getting my own canton AKA casa AKA Home.
Typed up an Article Today ~On the Ideal of Global Revolution ~ http://wp.me/prH9G-5k
Sometimes life can be maddening. I need to remember my breathing exercises. Take care of my health and be ready for whatever may come.
Sabbath, Febrero 11, 2012
@11:16 AM ~ Now at Carmichael Library. I feel like I am kind of in a holding pattern. I make progress every day in my own way, but progress sometimes seems to take so long on a personal level. I still have not had my SSI Uploaded onto my Account ~have not heard from Jerry at Guest House and am still without having my own home. I was going to go to Cool, California this week but Brother John E. was unsure of my going up there until towards the end of the week so I canceled out. People should make a commitment at least a few days or a week in advance when it comes to bringing someone into one's home. Maybe I am too sensitive.
I am suppose to go to San Francisco on Tuesday with Brother Mark C. and others to check out Homeless Connect. I am looking forward to that. It will be good for me to get out of Sacra for a couple of days. Hopefully when I get back there will be some good news about my SSI Status. I picked up an Application for the Hotel Berry and have one for the Shasta, but I do not have the money $$$$ to negotiate. I know that in many ways we live the result of our choices. Sometimes I know I get scattered out and need to focus more.
Peter S Lopez READ: Brown Berets ~"Why is there so much drama in the Movement? Why can't people just keep it real?" http://on.fb.me/yetOLp ~
I usually do not trip about my not having a significant other or a steady girlfriend, but lately I have been feeling more lonely for female companionship. It is even hard to admit it to myself. I think it is healthy to admit such stuff because it could be shape-shifting around in my subconscious. I may be the Spring Weather that has been flirting with us these last few days. Today it is cloudy. Time for a break and smoke outside.
Tuesday, Febrero 14, 2012
@12:45 PM ~Now at Carmichael Library. I decided not to go with Mark and others to Homeless Connect in San Francisco, especially because it seemed like a hassle, plus, I am already homeless, do not need a reminder and I wanted to have my Brother Roberto come but Mark was not up to it because of 'details'. I need to stay away from liberals who drive me nuts.
Wednesday, Febrero 15, 2012
@4:11 PM ~ I am still alive and well. Hoping Heather with CEPS calls me soon about my SSI $$$$.
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