Read: Letter to Peach: Friday Night, September 26, 2008

My Lovely Succulent Peach ~ @8:32 PM ~ I just finally got up to reading your response to my Email this morning... maybe I kind of had a dread about your reaction or response. The key is that it was a rational response, not a mere emotional reaction. I have often been the victim of my own emotions, especially volatile ones that could overthrow my logic.

Words can be so powerful and many times my words are misunderstood by others. You are right about disagreements being able to deepen our love and make it stronger. I appreciate your loving kindness, deep understanding and powerful love for me... always I am yours... in this lifetime and all others.

Eureka! ... I feel like giving you another lickin' but I know you are busy...
I think I will go to Peachville and sneak a kiss!

Educate to Liberate!

Peter S. Lopez

Email: peter.lopez51@yahoo.com

Sacramento, California, U.S.A.

----- Original Message ----
From: Georgia Graham <peachgraham@yahoo.com>
To: Peter S. Lopez <peter.lopez51@yahoo.com>
Sent: Friday, September 26, 2008 10:35:12 AM
Subject: Re: Letter to Peach: Friday, September 26, 2008

I AM AWARE THAT YOU HAVE HOT BUTTONS . I DONT HAVE CONTROL OVER HOW YOU REACT BECAUSE I AM NOT YOU. WHAT I DO HAVE CONTROL OVER IS MY REACTION TO YOUR FEELINGS THAT I FEEL. I DO WANT YOU TO KNOW EVERY DAY WE HAVE A DISAGREEMENT WE ARE BUILDING AND STRENGHTENING OUR BOND. I KNOW WE BOTH HAVE HISTORY THAT IS PART OF WHO WE ARE, AND HOW WE REACT TO EACH OTHER. WITH TIME THIS HISTORY WILL BE OURS IF WE TREAT IT WITH RESPECT AND UNDERSTANDING IT WILL SHOWER US WITH THE SAME. I LOVE YOU PETER LOPEZ!!!!!!!!
your peach always PEACH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

----- Original Message ----
From: Peter S. Lopez peter.lopez51@yahoo.com
To: Georgia Peach Graham peachgraham@yahoo.com
Sent: Friday, September 26, 2008 8:47:56 AM
Subject: Letter to Peach: Friday, September 26, 2008

Letter to Peach: Friday, September 26, 2008

Great Morning My Lovely Peach ~

Actually after we watched Democracy Now! yesterday evening I was hoping we would take a brief nap together and maybe even make love. I thought when I ..... you got the hint. However, you then got up and told me you had to wait for a call from a man who seems nice enough to you, but like a vampire wants to sell his wares on the 1^st to poor people here at Globe Mills. I do not trust him because he is profit-driven, then I tend not to trust business people in general as I see the damage that much of business has done in people's lives. Do you suspect that on occasion you tend to make bad business decisions and have been involved in bad business relationships before? All that glitters is not gold, golden leaves to fool the children.

Then, the encounter with an unknown woman you know nothing about other than her appearance, as you perceive it. Who put her in the situation of asking a stranger for food? What was her own individual role in her dilemma and whose primary responsibility is it to feed her? This building is crawling with some crack cockroaches and you seem to have no clue as to the desperate measures that crack heads will take for their dope, especially when they are broke at the end of the month.

So… forgive me for using the term 'stupid dumb shit'. I imagine I expect too much from you and should learn the principle of acceptance better over 'things I cannot control'. However, there are things that we may not be able to control but we can and should influence over time. The social man in society is the deciding factor in human relationships. Never underestimate the power and courage of the individual to change the things he can in society and the world at large.

Only we know in an individual dimension what our true inner motives and deeper agendas are if we hold back from those we love. Do you wonder why about half of all marriages end in divorce? Honest timely communications? When I last got married to that beautiful witch I kind of thought the whole idea of marriage was an archaic joke and did not even take it seriously. Now because of you I have had a new deeper understanding of the security and stability that marriage can mean in our lives, plus, the safety of really knowing another humane being in these troubled times of great transitions.

Remember that I have spent the last several years usually alone without a dame around me causing me gladness or grief. I am still going through occasional periods of adjustments in my routine schedule and lifestyle.

Actually, I rarely use to do personal Emails because I would feel it is like throwing my writing away out into cyberspace, but Emails can be a form of us having better communications, esp. when I am up early as you are hopefully sound asleep.

Well… it is 6:40 AM and I will go take my peace offering of coffee to you. I know I need better time management and should more wisely utilize my assets. You help me grow in different ways. I have been around for a long time. I hope you do not end up helping me grow old instead of helping me grow up in this lifetime.

With Love, Butterflies and Rainbows ~ Peta-de-Aztlan

Educate to Liberate!

Peter S. Lopez

Email: peter.lopez51@yahoo.com

Sacramento, California, U.S.A.